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Valium (diazepam): [benzodiazepine] used to treat Anxiety disorders and alcohol withdrawal.

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i don't wanna think, i don't wanna know
i don't wanna feel like i let you go

i don't wanna think about the sky that's blue
or how i'm feeling high off the toxic glue fumes
fill my lungs and curse my eyes
i only see what's in plain sight
negligence aside, i think i'm feeling alright
although the grass is greener on the other side
i'm repeating myself, every song sounds the same i'm no indifferent from anyone anyway

the grass is too green, and the sky is too blue
the best things in life only come to a few
the sky is too blue and the grass is too green
the best things in life surely don't come to me

it's back to the beginning. you said i deserved to be treated like royalty, so put me on every medication you can give me. it's not the most poetic way, but at least these are my raw thoughts. subside the pain with more pain, every possible method. subsequent trips to the operating theatre. i'm a performer, my home is the table. feed me those chemicals, maybe that will boost my feelings, nothing will be mundane when i'm brought back to the chemists, again. so slaughter my thoughts, tell me who i'm supposed to me. i would do anything for you. it's just because you're acting your age, and i feel twice as old as i never was. loneliness is impending but weakness is sickening. my skin is crawling and my blood is boiling. i never wanted to be this fragile.

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from back to the chemists, released December 3, 2016

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